Sitting
waiting
music playing
the peace within is extraordinary
alone in a crowded waiting room
isolated as I enter my own little
private world
people are in too much of a rush today
way too much
slowing down brings so much joy
lets my mind wander
I sit
relax
and travel
to places that have to be recorded in
some way
but how do I paint all that I see
I haven't the words to describe
the places that have been shrouded
by a veil created through
today's rat race
there has always been a mist
blocking me from seeing reality
or was I just hoping that reality
was something else altogether
if I'm not given the words
how can I share these wonders
my inner most self has been attacked
by my own lack of belief in myself
my peace has become threatened
I feel the crowd
it seems as they are closing in around
me
they demand that which I cannot deliver
how is it that I must continue to sit
and wait
even the music has abandoned me
why must I be required to return
from my own little private world